I have always fought for balance, Mostly AD. At the time I have no where to call home, For 2+ yrs. Until the 2nd deletion of Scourge PS4 EU. I started over Haderus PS4 EU. I went back off and on. From both AD to EP. Now I'm back to AD.
I'm back on AD. Because 1. I'm so used to being one, 2. For some reason I can relate more to AD. So maybe I belong AD?, 3. Can't stop thinking about AD when I on red. Alas. When I'm on AD. I can't stop thinking about reds.
Why do I think about reds? Since Haderus is considered resource campaign (I prefer Scourge better. No offense. Not alone), I must go by the score, Not by the numbers. Therefore. Since I'm going by the score. Reds are loosing for the 4th time. Ever since I started Haderus. In a way. I kinda feel guilty for not helping reds.
Some may say. Numbers are not important. Some may say you bought the game. You can do what ever you want. However I may have to disagree. Some might say do what is considered fair to you and others in same campaign.
To me helping reds and support with score wise seems fair. Alas at the same time. I have strong feeling that my alliance I belong is AD. Like others have stated also. Heck, Even today on AD. I seemed to be more social and started use my mic.
Which in turn. Sadly. Both factions. AD and EP. I'm well liked by some. I to like those who like me, But I like all factions to, But if you can catch my drift. I'm more likely an AD. To some degree more or less. But at same time. I'm unable to choose one without the other.
However. Yet at the same time. I myself might actually be an AD. Maybe because I'm used to becoming one and helping out in Scourge. So is it wrong of me to not help the alliance (whom I might actually belong) or was it wrong for me not to help reds via balance. (Score wise.)
But if I do belong on AD, Must I make a sacrifice? To help the alliance that is hurting? Or am I very confused on what I should and must do? Hence how Sir Justy The Confused was created. (AD) (For just being to confusing), Any tips be helpful thanks. In meantime I fear good chance I jump from both AD and EP. Back and fourth.
Edited by Serjustin19 on March 13, 2017 3:23PM Formerly Serjustin19, Save for Forum Of Course.... Fiery_Darkness (PC NA) currently.