To all I've Rage-Telled:

I've gone by several names over the years but I know what I was saying made it quite obvious who I was and why it became so enticing. However, that doesn't excuse what I said because a lot of it was just crazy *** from being off my meds. I lashed out at everyone and it wasn't making sense anymore to even myself. At that point I knew something drastic had to take place and I need to be forced from the game. I'm not going to rehash what I said or specifically apologize to certain players because I do not want to reopen any old wounds. I do not wish any physical or mental harm upon anyone nor do I want to cause anymore headaches with the toxicity that was associated with the behavior. I know what I said was terrible, it's been said to me which is why I was such an angry, whiny little crybaby. That's no excuse and I recently had to complete a behavioral management therapy program to even be allowed to continue in my current living situation. Most of you would remember me as the unemployed stoner turbo no-lifer but somehow I'm managing to hold onto a job with a well known company for the first time in my life.

What bothers me the most is that there were some people who genuinely tried to be my friend but I pushed them away because of very real trolling that was and still is occurring in my life. I understand that the damage is done and I'm most likely going to have to walk away from Tamriel with nothing but the experience.

This apology is as much for you, the community, as it is for me. Respond however you need to, I understand the anger I caused completely.

Thanks and regards,

Piwi