My posts keeps being a failure. No matter what I right, hardly anyone takes part. Hence why I propose a poll. The poll is only for those who play Shor PS4 EU. Also, for those whom visits Shor from Vivec PS4 EU as guest. I will repete questions (guest/home) good chance I might be "energy Vampire" meaning yes I do have add/adhd. Yet seems my posts are mostly about me. It's who I am, yet not what I want. But must accept for me to want it. I'm aware and I see now that I do put drain in others in zone. It is an accident yet it's not. I want to do something that is acceptable to all. But not mostly about me. I don't want it to be me. I tried journal, I tried other things and including zone chat for EP. This no go. I wonder if others are right. Maybe no one on the forums play on my platform/server/ campaign. Or others ignore me because I'm "energy vampire" which I might go with the latter. Yes I need to control, to learn. Yet it's my add/adhd in a way makes me "energy vampire" but with different label. Hence I want propose this poll. It's not easy for me being who and what I am. I so love PvP and the very community on my platform and server. I love everyone, yet I feel I'm making others sick with me,. Because of who I am. "Poor me" approach. I'm not trying to break Cyrodiil or any alliance in particular. Sure I might visit AD again, just like I did with blues recently, after so long time me doing so. But EP is my home now. (Summerset is going to confuse me, unless I completed on EP) yet even though I on EP, I'm not tring to break EP. I'm trying to unite EP in Shor. (I'll write about later.) but same time I want DC/AD to not feel left out to. Hence I want bring community forward for my platform/Server and Shor. I may not be a leader right now, but when should be my question. I must wait to find the answer. Be lifetime. @geonsocal (since your very good and loads of your people doing well. Might give me some tips to please many thanks)