How Many PvPer Are In Shor PS4 EU (Not causing trouble)

Serjustin19

My posts keeps being a failure. No matter what I right, hardly anyone takes part. Hence why I propose a poll. The poll is only for those who play Shor PS4 EU. Also, for those whom visits Shor from Vivec PS4 EU as guest. I will repete questions (guest/home) good chance I might be "energy Vampire" meaning yes I do have add/adhd. Yet seems my posts are mostly about me. It's who I am, yet not what I want. But must accept for me to want it. I'm aware and I see now that I do put drain in others in zone. It is an accident yet it's not. I want to do something that is acceptable to all. But not mostly about me. I don't want it to be me. I tried journal, I tried other things and including zone chat for EP. This no go. I wonder if others are right. Maybe no one on the forums play on my platform/server/ campaign. Or others ignore me because I'm "energy vampire" which I might go with the latter. Yes I need to control, to learn. Yet it's my add/adhd in a way makes me "energy vampire" but with different label. Hence I want propose this poll. It's not easy for me being who and what I am. I so love PvP and the very community on my platform and server. I love everyone, yet I feel I'm making others sick with me,. Because of who I am. "Poor me" approach. I'm not trying to break Cyrodiil or any alliance in particular. Sure I might visit AD again, just like I did with blues recently, after so long time me doing so. But EP is my home now. (Summerset is going to confuse me, unless I completed on EP) yet even though I on EP, I'm not tring to break EP. I'm trying to unite EP in Shor. (I'll write about later.) but same time I want DC/AD to not feel left out to. Hence I want bring community forward for my platform/Server and Shor. I may not be a leader right now, but when should be my question. I must wait to find the answer. Be lifetime. @geonsocal (since your very good and loads of your people doing well. Might give me some tips to please many thanks)

geonsocal

howdy justin...i hope your day is starting off well...

you should know, and, be confident that your threads and posts are most certainly not a failure...

there are many folks like myself whom really enjoy reading your comments and thoughts...

it's been great to see how much you've grown over the last couple of years here on the forums...

Serjustin19

Are you EP (Shor PS4: EU:Home)

geonsocal wrote: »

howdy justin...i hope your day is starting off well...

you should know, and, be confident that your threads and posts are most certainly not a failure...

there are many folks like myself whom really enjoy reading your comments and thoughts...

it's been great to see how much you've grown over the last couple of years here on the forums...

Hi, thank you also. I just have to keep faith also, that my posts not a failure. I'm still growing and like to continue to grow.