My posts keeps being a failure. No matter what I right, hardly anyone takes part. Hence why I propose a poll. The poll is only for those who play Shor PS4 EU. Also, for those whom visits Shor from Vivec PS4 EU as guest. I will repete questions (guest/home) good chance I might be "energy Vampire" meaning yes I do have add/adhd. Yet seems my posts are mostly about me. It's who I am, yet not what I want. But must accept for me to want it. I'm aware and I see now that I do put drain in others in zone. It is an accident yet it's not. I want to do something that is acceptable to all. But not mostly about me. I don't want it to be me. I tried journal, I tried other things and including zone chat for EP. This no go. I wonder if others are right. Maybe no one on the forums play on my platform/server/ campaign. Or others ignore me because I'm "energy vampire" which I might go with the latter. Yes I need to control, to learn. Yet it's my add/adhd in a way makes me "energy vampire" but with different label. Hence I want propose this poll. It's not easy for me being who and what I am. I so love PvP and the very community on my platform and server. I love everyone, yet I feel I'm making others sick with me,. Because of who I am. "Poor me" approach. I'm not trying to break Cyrodiil or any alliance in particular. Sure I might visit AD again, just like I did with blues recently, after so long time me doing so. But EP is my home now. (Summerset is going to confuse me, unless I completed on EP) yet even though I on EP, I'm not tring to break EP. I'm trying to unite EP in Shor. (I'll write about later.) but same time I want DC/AD to not feel left out to. Hence I want bring community forward for my platform/Server and Shor. I may not be a leader right now, but when should be my question. I must wait to find the answer. Be lifetime.
@geonsocal (since your very good and loads of your people doing well. Might give me some tips to please many thanks)
Official PSN message. 4-18-18 (Copy/Paste) Hey Justin. It is ok. You can be so much more without the *(left name out). For me you are always a legend. Look for a job you want. You always write like a bard or poet so maybe you should write a book"
It Was A Glorious 2+ years in Scourge PS4 EU, especially during both the 1st and 2nd Scourge. As well as my time in Haderus PS4 EU. What will my journey bring, during my time in Shor, We shall wait; for my journey has only begun. Shor has ended as well as Yol, both hath gone short lived. Kaal and Laa alas are my new journey. Save for Laa replaced short lived Yol; The shortest campaign I've ever been. How many more campaigns must be renewed and delivered? No one knows, till the end. It's not the end, but only just the beginning. What do I mean by this? I don't really know honestly, I keep pondering this myself everyday.
How Many PvPer Are In Shor PS4 EU (Not causing trouble) 4 votes
Are you DC (Shor PS4 EU:Home)
Are you AD (Shor PS4 EU:Home)
Are you EP (Shor PS4: EU:Home)
1 vote
Are you DC (Shor PS4 EU:Guest
Are you AD (Shor PS4 EU: Guest)
Are you EP (Shor PS4 EU: Guest)
PS4 EU Shor Anonymous (Pick this if not want disclose alliance)