I feel compelled to post this because I do sincerely feel a lot of good toward Elder Scrolls Online and what this game means to me. Irregardless of certain
disagreements, some things will never change.
Like wandering around Auridon and hearing
that song come on that starts out with the beautiful harp. The only other soundtracks I listen to from a video game outside of gameplay are Undertale and Doom Eternal / Doom 2016.
Or coming across an LGBTQ+ character and feeling represented in the realm of Tamriel. The Flower of Youth remains one of my favorite vanilla sidequests and I even named one of my characters Mirilir.
I made a Khajiit named Jiren-dar when Summerset came out. Now, since Dragonhold, there is a
Jiren-dar in ESO. The naming of my character was partially inspired by the Dragon Ball Super character Jiren, and I also wanted to make a Khajiit stamblade for the crit.
I have the Adventurer personality on my main and it always cracks me up when he (a vampire Argonian) goes YEHYEHYEAH-YEB-YEB-YEAH!!!
Where do I go to relax when I've had a long day at Renaissance Faire? Or when real life things are stressing me out? Tamriel calls, and sometimes I am just wandering around but I always have something to do in ESO. Sometimes it is good to have a break from politics, which in ESO sometimes involves hiding zone chat entirely and going back to collecting surveys.
I like being in trading guilds as that in particular is something I am good at. I don't need to be the very best, like no one ever was. I just want to feel good at something, and for me that involves logging in to 600k in sales.
The Elder Scrolls Universe has captivated me ever since I first played Oblivion in 2008 shortly after getting a new gaming PC. When ESO was first announced I was curious but cautious, yet when I first played it I was hooked. Plus the naked dance parties at the end of Beta in Ebonheart were funny!
So what does ESO mean to you? I wanted to make this post because I did not want to just be posting in the forums to criticize a certain recent change. Nothing can erase the fact that when I was feeling at my absolute lowest, I logged into ESO to relieve some anxiety, and I got into a discussion about my pet mantises, and it also helped remind me that the world is full of people to fascinate and be fascinated by. This game has helped me through some dark times, including what I've been going through personally over the past year.