It was the dancing that kept her sane.
Brielle served the creature she only calls 'The Brute' for more than one hundred years, and up until the very end of her domination at his hands, his unbreakable will controlled every facet of her life. He left her mind a little corner of its own space, so that she could rage, cry, beg, plead, and rage again, futilely and uselessly, so that she could know, could see, could feel, and yet do nothing. He used everything she had – her body, her power, her mind... if he could take, he took. If he could not, he would destroy.
His hatred and malice would boil over and he would bring her with him to a public place, a town square or a market or a fair; he didn't care what its purpose was or where he was or even who was present. All he cared was that there were lives he could end, souls he could take, and hearts he could crush. He would have his thralls ring the area and stop anyone from fleeing, killing a few with such savagery that the rest wouldn't try to escape even when they saw their deaths approaching.
He would stand in the center of the open space. He would bring her with him, beside him. She was collared, blinded, and bound with silver that burned and never consumed. He would laugh, a laugh that she can still hear in her dreams even now, a laugh that she cannot help but mimic in those rare moments when her bloodlust overwhelmed her. It was mad and joyous and hateful, and it brought mortals to their knees in blind terror.
He would wrench the bindings from her sizzling flesh, wrap his will around her, and give her a command. Always the same command. She shook with anticipation because she knew it meant that tiny sliver of freedom, that one link back to when she could feel something other than rage and despair and pain.
“Kill.”
And she would. She was a tornado of steel and blood, whirling faster than the eye could follow. Every small motion a killing blow, and never a stroke out of place. A dozen people flayed alive in the space of a few heartbeats, a village decimated in minutes. Her dance was so beautiful and so terrible that even he could not bring himself to tarnish it, and so he would let her loose entirely. She was free to dance however she liked, as long as she killed and kept killing, as long as the blood flowed in great crimson torrents over the ground.
Every time, the relief and the joy of the dance would take her back. Back to before his total violation of her being. Back to when she was a child, for those few precious minutes. The horror around her would fade from her mind's eye, replaced with the flower-strewn fields of her long-lost home. Twirling in the sunlight, hand in hand with the love of her youth, singing with clear and simple happiness.
But it would always end, eventually, the last throat cut and the last soul stripped from the fragile mortal bodies that lay around her like threshed wheat. And his hated power would smother her again, until the next time.
It was the dancing that kept her sane.
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