To be honest with you, you already showed me more than enough how hateful and ignorant and toxic some of you can be towards people whom you didn't even encountered once irl and not even in vr. Its really sad. You think that you won but truth is you all lost.
You know nothing about how much time I spend in late night training raids that often started at 23pm and ended up at 8am.
You know nothing about how many times I gave away my time, my loot, my resources for free and I prioritized others long before me. Even IRL. I used to help people with a day long work for as much as a cup of coffee. That's what you get from being too nice with the wrong people.
You know nothing about how many times I helped random people with dungeons and raids for free. All this despite the fact I already had that achievement or all the loot I ever needed.
But yes I grew tired for being in such negative and toxic environment and instead of stepping away? I fought back. My mistake. I fought for what I through it was right and I fought for what used to made me happy once. And still am.
Yes I have defects we are people, I tried to admit them at least. But I do have qualities too which not many got to see. I'm dedicated, I'm loyal, I'm a fighter...
And yes you became jealous on me because I was simply ahead of you, I was better than you and nicer than you. So you marginalized me. So little by little you started to turn me into someone who I never wanted to be not even in my nightmares. You think I never wanted to be a normal person? To be healthy? To be wealthy? To have a good family? Friends? A job? A life? ...But to be honest even when you are a bit negativist and pessimist and a bad persona you aren't entirely wrong. You still help in one way and another. And I only hope all that wasn't in vain.
You showed me that not even once in your life time you can't stay on topic with some of the topics I posted lately. You can never apology or accept apologies. And you always go on a witch hunt and bad mouth people.
You also showed me you can't appreciate the hard work some artists had to put by creating content or by trying to improve a game they like with suggestions and wishes.
You showed me how hateful you can be and instead of even being nice and try to talk to me or wish me good luck, or a happy birthday, or surprise me, or try to help me, you started with hate speech and worse.
You showed me how hateful can be no matter what, by posting hate comments and more dislikes than likes towards a memorial video. A video I made towards someone whom got sick with this cursed virus and I never got to hear from her ever since. You don't even imagine how hard this must be for me but you all judge.
You know nothing about what I'm going through my struggles etc and instead of helping out, you only made it worse and worse by pushing me to the limits. By forcing me OUT from people I love, from things I love, from the game I loved.
I must have met thousands, and shared my stories with hundreds and out of everyone I doubt I could find a handful of people whom ever tried to distance me from this or help me move on. And when I did you made fun of me.
And then you show me how I am all wrong and point out towards some mistakes I admitted I did wrong?
I hope you are all proud with what you've done!
Edited by deleted008293 on May 19, 2020 7:25AM