Hey friends and frenemies,
I'm writing here today to ease my conscience about my behavior and words in Cyrodiil. Every night for a long time I would log into Cyrodiil and get black out drunk, and I'm sorry for how I acted sometimes. I feel guilty about being vicious to people who didn't deserve it, for using hurtful and racist language, and for contributing to a uneasy environments many nights. I know though that the person I was hurting most was myself, by isolating myself and not joining groups so I could comfortably drink.

In the past few months I haven't logged on because I have gotten sober and starting recovering in Alcoholics Anonymous. My life has improved immeasurably, and I encourage anyone else struggling with addiction to look around for helping hands- because theyre all around.

I miss many people, but I can't return to ESO for a long time I think, because it would be like going to a bar I used to drink at. I hope your lives are going beautifully in and out of game.

Sincerely, Dovres