I won't get much into details with why I changed to EP. Then AD in Scourge PS4 EU and why I was DC no more. (For some time) It all in my past threads. Main reason was because Scourge PS4 EU is the only Campaign I can play in. But now it getting very hard for me. Maybe in futiure I be forced to not play PvP. I hope not. Hopefully I can still stay in Scourge.

But now. It is so easy to swap factions in same Campaign and since Scourge is only camapign I can join. Hence why I had characters in same campaign.

I have learned a valuable lesson. It started when I switched back to DC late my time 2 days ago. No one was on. All was fine until 3 hrs later. Until we were attacking the very first AD keep. Down at the bottom. Yes I felt guilty. Way more so when 1 AD whom I recognized. AD killed me and rest of group.

I sent a pic of me in the wall where I died. Got reply I should've help defend. AD was right. I left DC group. Deleted all my DC. Next day when I invite to group with that same AD that killed me. I admited what I did. I however didn't think that AD told them what happened.

After I admited. The AD group I was in. We had a chat for awhile. The AD group and I. They don't mind me having other characters on differint alliance. However not in same campaign. I have read and listened. They explain clearly. I fully understand now. I also felt bad for EP. for me switching sides and attack them.

Since Scourge was only campaign I can go on PS4 EU. Only playable campaign. (Starting not to be) With the changes to have multiple characters on all 3 alliance. Is so easy for me to switch back and fourth.

After I have admited my wrong doing. Later on us AD were batteling EP. I died. I heard in group chat that everyone gather around me so 1 AD can teabag me while everyone was watching the AD teabag me. Then I got revived after. Yes I deserve getting teabag. But funny part is I don't mind getting teabag. I wrote in group chat that teabag does not bother me. But I also approve. They just laughed. Good time.

One in group. Wrote in group chat. I should follow my heart. Where I believe I should be happy to serve. So I decided to come back to DC. I was going to make a new DC and start helping DC instead of AD. But later on I went back AD. I felt guilty for leaving them. Since I have been with AD for 5 months now. They are so few. DC is doing very well for 3 days now.

So I attacked DC. After that I got a messeage from a DC whom I recogignized. But didn't see that DC while fighting other DC. So where do I belong? Do I go help DC and make Scourge not balanced. Since DC has been fighting very hard for 3 days now. Or should I stick with AD and help them? I do not know what to do. Sometimes it is hard time making desisions. I like everyone.

So I was hoping to get advice from that AD that killed me when I was DC. AD replied it don't matter if AD is losing or winning. AD is totaly fine with it. All AD will hold out. They will continue to push with or without me. Winning or loosing.

Since DC are now pushing and I have been DC for long time. I should've had stayed with DC and not made new characters in other faction. I have learned a valuable lesson from these 2 past days. If I decide to return to DC. Not sure now. But if I did. I will feel guilty. AD had taken me in. I thank them for that. I came to love AD. But now. I just feel guilty. Hence why I should have stayed DC.