Maintenance for the week of November 25:
• PC/Mac: NA and EU megaservers for maintenance – November 25, 4:00AM EST (9:00 UTC) - 7:00AM EST (12:00 UTC)
• Xbox: NA and EU megaservers for maintenance – November 27, 6:00AM EST (11:00 UTC) - 9:00AM EST (14:00 UTC)
• PlayStation®: NA and EU megaservers for maintenance – November 27, 6:00AM EST (11:00 UTC) - 9:00AM EST (14:00 UTC)

I have a confession. Should I be forgiven? (EU) (PS4) (Daggerfall- Ebonheart)(Azura Star)Serjustin19

Serjustin19
Serjustin19
✭✭✭✭✭
It all started since the beginning of the game release. I was talked into becoming a Daggerfall. But Daggerfall wasn't my choice I wanted. No offense. 5 months later all my friends who I was currently play with my dc slowly vanish one by one. Till I was left alone. So I decided to keep working on my Templar whose now Vetran 16.

But before I was vet 16. Many, many long moons have passed. I was level 50. I went to this Scourge Campaign. Really love it. But slowly almost all Daggerfall have left. Then I meet this DC group in Scourge. Whom became my guild leader. But sadly with my own choice I left there guild 3 months ago. But were still friends. So I still play Scourge on my DC Character.

I have been dueling. In Scourge for long time. Way before I left. My very first duel I wouldn't forgot. Was a red. I was very interested and happy. Made me change of heart. So I created a red. Who just looks like my Vetran Dc Templar right now. My EP character is a dragonknight. Slowly I became un interested in my red and I been concentrating more on my Daggerfall instead. Last time I stopped working on my Ebonheart was 6 months ago.

However as I gradually continue my Daggerfall Templar. Trying for her to become Vetran 16. Since I always play Scourge with my Daggerfall I became well known and liked. I refuse to destroy lots of certain reds. But until 3 weeks ago. It becam more hard in Scourge. Many more red reqruits. All in Bruma. I always get destroyed. I don't blame you reds. I think it a good idea. Having town resource battle.

Finaly 2 weeks ago. On my vetran 16 I wanted to duel with my Vet 3 friend in Scourge who is a sorceress. We usually battle alot. But I always get killed. So we dueled again to test my new build. In midst of dueling a vetran 16 tried to attack my friend. I tried stop the Daggerfall. But DC still continue. My Vet 3 Ebonheart friend beat that Vetran 16 with ease. I made a video of our duel and that Vet 16 getting killed as well sadly.

So I waited 2 minutes for that Daggerfall to cool of so to speak. No offense. Then I revived that Vet 16 Daggerfall. He walked up to me then ran away. So then we continue our duel. My Vet 3 Sorcererss EP friend with my Vet 16 Templar.

It was very long duel. I almost died alot of times. But so then my friend. Lots of close calls as well. But slowly we all pushed each other. I pushed back. Finally which surprised myself I beat my Vetran 3 friend. So we had a rematch. Lots of close calls and we almost had each other. Finally my Vetran 3 Sorcereress beat me. So we had a rematch just for fun. Since we all love dueling each other. my Ebonheart friend then called (summoned) her pets. I just ignored them best I could. Until that 1 lizard pet (no offense forgot name) almost killed me. So I had to destroy. Don't like destroying pets.

After our long standoff against my EP Vet 3 friend vs my Vet 16 Templar. I beat my friend for 2nd time. She message me back saying I am really good. So we message back and forth. Until finally I been thinking long and hard. I wrote back. Saying since I became more stronger with our duels. I will switch out my Vetran 16 templar out of Scourge and start working on my red in Scourge and Azura star instead. My Vet 3 Red became happy.

So I went on my red and starting to work on her. I am currently now level 22 (was level 18. 6 months ago) All is fine until 3 days ago. When my old guild member invited me to party. He says needed my help in Azura Star. (But 6 months ago I made a promise as long as I don't play on my DC in same campaign to a certain summon. But I unfortunaly I broke that promise) So I message that certain someone who always play in Azura Star whom I made a promise to. Letting her know I be on my DC in same azura campaign as my red. Via group invite from my old guild leader.

I message her again. Stating the fact pleas look for me. On my Vet 16 Templar. Since I now in Azura Star with my vet 16 templar dc. Then sadly my old guild leader got so happy when I heard her name called out that she was on the imperial gate. My old guild wants us to destroy her on that very imperial gate in Azura Star. So all my old guild members and old guild leader were chasing her ontop of imperial gate thing. I stayed on the ground while she and her friends were being attacked. I felt so ashamed while my old guild leader was so happy on destroying the very red whomI made a promise 6 months ago. So I message her again. I even sent gold via in game saying "for the good of azura star" she returned it. But I am very depressed that I not keep my promise.

For that very red I made promise to six months ago. When that incindent occurred. I not sure if she been reading my messages. I just wanted to say I am very sorryrhat I have broke my promise six months ago. I am ashamed and saddened I not sure if you reds will care if I go on my DC with group invite on same campaign as my red Azura Star. Or if you reds will see me as a traitor amd not forgive me. If so then I understand sadly.

Before I began to close this message to await all your opinions or comments. Wether good or ill. I just wanted to say this that again yesterday I been invited by my old guild leader via group invite to use my Vetran 16 Templar in Azura Star which is my home campaign for my red. With all due respect I replied back I refuse this time but thanks though. Since I really not feel comfortable and what happened with that incident in Azura Star. I also keep getting lots of invites from reds yesterday in azura star in PS4 EU server. But I refused since I still feel ashamed and if they find out that I was a DC on that same campaign. I be known as a traitor. But maybe it is to late for me. Maybe they are right. Maybe I am a traitor. Heck I don't even trust myself any more :(

Sorry for this very long letter of sorts. I want to know what you Ebonheart's think who currently play in Azura Star EU Server PS4 (or any alliance on different servers and consoles or pc) To you all to make my name clear for everyone to post. To look out for me. To let you know that I wrote this and to know to whom to look out for. So I make it easier. So if any Ebonheartsnor Daggerfall currently play in Azura Star Campaign on EU Servers PS4 console. Please beware of my actions and if I should be forgiven or not. If not please destroy me if your blue or if your red not to invite me unless if I am forgiven on my foul deed. Then I be happy to join. But I know not how long I can hold out. Cause my old blue guild leader might need me again. Which I regret sadly. My psn gamertag is below. Please Daggerfall and Ebonheart in Azura star PS4 EU server. Look for me.

PS4 Gamertag: Serjustin19
Edited by Serjustin19 on February 4, 2016 6:27PM
Formerly Serjustin19, Save for Forum Of Course.... Fiery_Darkness (PC NA) currently.
  • DjKahun
    DjKahun
    ✭✭✭
    GkRJLail.jpg

    I seen you about a couple times, would love to duel you
    Edited by DjKahun on February 10, 2016 10:48AM
    ~ Snowborn ~ Ebonheart Loyals ~
    V16 - Stamina Templar - Nord [PS4-EU][Ebonheart Pact]
    V16 - Magicka Sorcerer - Dark Elf [PS4-EU][Ebonheart Pact]
  • Serjustin19
    Serjustin19
    ✭✭✭✭✭
    DjKahun wrote: »
    GkRJLail.jpg

    I seen you about a couple times, would love to duel you

    Greetings. My home campaign is azura star for my red. I will love to duel you to. I see if I can get invite from my old guild leader to bring my dc in to duel. Please message me via my psn message. My gamer tag is Serjustin19 In message please say you want to duel and your the one who wrote to me on this forum. Thank you. :)
    Formerly Serjustin19, Save for Forum Of Course.... Fiery_Darkness (PC NA) currently.
  • DjKahun
    DjKahun
    ✭✭✭
    DjKahun wrote: »
    GkRJLail.jpg
    Serjustwhy wrote: »
    DjKahun wrote: »
    GkRJLail.jpg

    I seen you about a couple times, would love to duel you

    Greetings. My home campaign is azura star for my red. I will love to duel you to. I see if I can get invite from my old guild leader to bring my dc in to duel. Please message me via my psn message. My gamer tag is Serjustin19 In message please say you want to duel and your the one who wrote to me on this forum. Thank you. :)

    Sure thing man I added you on PSN yesterday.
    ~ Snowborn ~ Ebonheart Loyals ~
    V16 - Stamina Templar - Nord [PS4-EU][Ebonheart Pact]
    V16 - Magicka Sorcerer - Dark Elf [PS4-EU][Ebonheart Pact]
  • joker0137
    joker0137
    ✭✭✭
    Ebonheart is awesome because I'm there :D
    Just A White Line Nightmare

    PS4 EU server
  • Duiwel
    Duiwel
    ✭✭✭✭✭
    It's fine bro... you're on PS4! If you were on PC this would be UN COOL ...
    @Duiwel:
    Join ORDER OF SITHIS We're recruiting! PC EU

    "Dear Brother. I do not spread rumours. I create them..."
  • Serjustin19
    Serjustin19
    ✭✭✭✭✭
    joker0137 wrote: »
    Ebonheart is awesome because I'm there :D

    Lol. Yes joker. Everyone is happy. Thanks for taking care of the guild again to. :blush:
    Formerly Serjustin19, Save for Forum Of Course.... Fiery_Darkness (PC NA) currently.
  • Serjustin19
    Serjustin19
    ✭✭✭✭✭

    DjKahun wrote: »
    DjKahun wrote: »
    GkRJLail.jpg
    Serjustwhy wrote: »
    DjKahun wrote: »
    GkRJLail.jpg

    I seen you about a couple times, would love to duel you

    Greetings. My home campaign is azura star for my red. I will love to duel you to. I see if I can get invite from my old guild leader to bring my dc in to duel. Please message me via my psn message. My gamer tag is Serjustin19 In message please say you want to duel and your the one who wrote to me on this forum. Thank you. :)

    Sure thing man I added you on PSN yesterday.

    Thank you :)
    Formerly Serjustin19, Save for Forum Of Course.... Fiery_Darkness (PC NA) currently.
  • Serjustin19
    Serjustin19
    ✭✭✭✭✭
    Duiwel wrote: »
    It's fine bro... you're on PS4! If you were on PC this would be UN COOL ...

    I am glad to hear it. Thank you. I use to be on pc however :neutral: I still am but for testing purposes. (PTS)
    Formerly Serjustin19, Save for Forum Of Course.... Fiery_Darkness (PC NA) currently.
  • joker0137
    joker0137
    ✭✭✭
    Serjustwhy wrote: »
    joker0137 wrote: »
    Ebonheart is awesome because I'm there :D

    Lol. Yes joker. Everyone is happy. Thanks for taking care of the guild again to. :blush:

    I'm just keeping it warm for you x
    Just A White Line Nightmare

    PS4 EU server
  • Sarkaeth
    Sarkaeth
    Soul Shriven
    Although this post is kinda weird I will try to answear to your question seriously. I m EP on EU pc server on Azura's Star and Ebony Blade. So...

    I dont see anything bad with all that you said. On the contrary I think your Sorcerer friend kinda overreacted. Pvp in this game is brutal and unforgiving, everyone will look for free kills etc no matter who they meet. It's not your fault and to be honest if I were you I would tell her to look out for me cause I would kill her if I found her. The last thing you want in Cyrodiil is to be sentimental. Kill or be killed and take advantage of your enemy's bad situations. As a guy from one of my favorite books said:

    "They say it's a bad thing to kick a man when he is down, I say kicking a man when he is down is the best time to do so"
    -Jalan Kendeth
Sign In or Register to comment.