I'm sorry to be the broken record here but I'm hoping someone can tell me something positive like
"no big deal pvping at vr1 vs 12, doesn't make much difference anyway"
or
"It stings a little but you can get to vr 12 just as fast pvping, you just need a good group"
or
"It only takes about half the time to get to vr 12 as it does to get to 50."
I'm fairly certain nobody's going to tell me anything like that outside of jest. I started as a night blade, couldn't figure out why my abilities stopped working or why I felt weak. Finally got to reading the foums at rank 37 and realize they're hurting bad.
Ok, no biggie I'll just roll him to 50 later, reroll a sorc because from what I'd read they're in a good position.
Finished the final quest go to the new region, clear it out entirely of quests and I'm not even 5% into the first level?
I mmo to pvp, yes I tabbed through most of the stories because I wanted to get to 50 to pvp.
If I truly have grind through 12 levels of vr content without pvping I just don't think I can do it.
The following statements are not bragging, just a presentation of how much I pvp. I've got 3 top valor rank characters in swtor and one guy at 90 of 100 and about ten more between 50 and 70. I've forgotten the names, elite warlord, warlord maybe but you get the idea.
I reached the highest rank in rift even though I made the mistake of pvping to level not realizing I should get to the end game as only valor is collected at top level. At least leveling was enjoyable but I had to play catch up.
I got through aion and was able to go through that grind for pvp trying to get the gear at max level without dropping a level playing their rng lottery on weapons and armor.
I'm not going to name every mmo I've played but there was pvp in every one of them and none of them required this much commitment before you could even tread into a pvp zone and hope to have some competitive fun.
I work a 40 hour a week job like many do here but even after I trudge through these valor rank I'm going to be spanked by top tier players who've had 3 more months to practice. I just don't think I can choke it.
If I leave, yes you can have my stuff. QQ