Okay, hear me out. This is not just any general discussion about class change tokens, though I am in favour/need of this or similar methods to change your characters class.
I thought long about it and as there seem to be no way to ask them directly, I wanted to write it down here (and any feedback or help is welcome).
I love the game and want to keep playing, but currently I am very demotivated because of this. Let me explain:
I play on and off since the Beta and very much into the quests and completing the map in sense of exploration and story. Up to Blackwood I did all the story content with my first main.
I still like the character and what I achieved, but I come to realise that I never prefered the combat of the class I have choosen - Nightblade. Which I choose as I love to be sneaky (technically still do). Til than it wasnt as frustrating, as I knew, as autist I have my limits, in how good I am (reaction speed and energy to grind for a build, which wouldnt change how i play in the end).
I even created some other characters and levelled on to 50 as Templer, which was fun as well, but again - I love having finished everything in the game with my main and especially here, as the detail, that NPCs recognise u and react to your old deeds where applicable.
What changed is - I always wanted to stream it and show my friends that are interested in games but not ESO. I only had a PS4 and found out you could do that. And yes, I bough the game again with everything - it was worth that for me. I decided to try something new as I had to start from scratch, a Necromancer this time. And lo behold, it was immediately more fun than I ever had with my old main combat wise. I felt like I am actually not as bad as I thought in the game. As NB it was always hard to keep up my health and deal bigger damage (I know I know, builds etc.. but as mentioned no energy or time for it, nor the fun). With the Necro, I still wasnt an expert or as good as not autistic players, but much better for me still.
Now I did all the main stories to show them my friends and started to try filling the map once again, though I soon lay that off, as it was just too much content and I am autist that struggles with going through things I already know, it drains me, even if I like. It just feels more like work, especially when it takes so long. But I still felt, well, maybe it is still possible.
Now, last summer through some planning we were actually able to get us our first (high end) PC and of course I had to install ESO again, seeing my old character in new light (before I had to use my old laptop - gaming wise a potato pretty much) and was in awe how good it looked and how fast it was loading (thank you SSD). And as we got it for the purpose of streaming - I could do it even better and with my old main. At beginning I was excited enough and got me the new missing content when on offer. But than it set in - wait, I have to play NB again if I want to keep all I achieved there? I tried to scramble for motivation, rebuild even my PS4 character, but nope - a hell lot of demotivation and frustration set in, when I realised there was no option to change class, not even a Token. I would have gladly paid for it and would saved me the suffering. And maybe it still sounds silly to you, but for reasons above I felt, for the first time since owning the game, demotivated completely by. That I actually couldnt play it anymore as I wanted/needed. Especially as I really want to stream it with my old main, if could only make her a Necro too. Even relevelling it would be okay. But not having the map filled with my achievements of the past year, spending time when I could, and in the main way I could enjoy it - story and exploration is like a big hole and the new shared achievement thing wont replace that or worse, the "memory" of the NPCs if the met me before, breaking my immersion.
Hence why I havent play it since last summer either, longest time i ever did, having the free DLC untouched despite having done Blackwood still on PS4 - but as said, they wouldnt remember that and that matters for me and forcing myself back to this build is just not the same fun of fresh wind I got out my PS adventure. And yeah maybe it makes no sense to anyone else, but well we autist tick different and obsession/non-interest can be like hard switches we cant control ourselves. So it matters for me and maybe its a specific me-thing, but who knows.
Further to highlight how important the game series as such is and I connect a lot with it (CW): I am trans and back than I was struggling with major depression for not be able to advance for many reasons (that have no place here), but to say it short - I was often close to end it all, if you know what I mean. The Game Series helped me a lot staying off this path, alone with the possibility to choose a female character and delving (heh) into a fantasy world that kept my mind running and distracted.
Later I had a breakdown for which I had to leave uni, it made me restart my life (treating my depression, transition) and at that point, being on my own after my family was the opposite of help, ESO became buy-to-play and remembering my times with it, I got it to help me once again. I have a deep love for the franchise and this game, I even choose one name after a lore character.
So, even if it fruitless for the Devs propably not seeing this or able/wanting to do anything with this problem as I am only one of many (despite many sharing the wish it seems). I wont be mad at them or anyone, maybe this is just a vent and I find a way. Though I felt I need to write this as a true fan and maybe someone shares a similar story. Also my first time ever writing in the forum btw. Otherwise I am sorry if I stole your time.
And sorry for any typos or grammar (latter cause not a native english speaking person)
yours,
Auburnt_Amaranth (my game and internet handle - as u cant change the name here, just glad I didnt use my deadname it)