puffytheslayer wrote: »
Well, this will sound crazy but I feel like whatever negative energy or thought I put out into the world it will occur. Just as you cast a velocious curse on someone, it starts as a small innocent swirl (thought) and then eventually blows up on that person and negativity impacts them. This is personal so that's why I was hesitant to post and I have to say if you are sensitive to medical things please skip this post... but when I was around 11 years old I was sitting at my computer and my dad had just bought a motorcycle a few weeks ago. He had come in the room to say goodbye to me because he was leaving for work. I had an eerie and weird thought that was just "this could be the last time you hug your dad." It was such an intrusive thought and I didn't think anything of it until later in the night my mom got a call that my father was in a motor cycle accident (hit by drunk driver) and was rushed to the shock trauma unit. The doctors said it was a miracle he survived due to having a broken back, shoulder, neck, collapsed lungs and internal bleeding when he had gone in. This was a very scary time for me as a kid. And I remember some nights they said his organs were shutting down. After three months in a coma and his surgeries he is well but disabled today and I can't help but to think it was my fault that happened.
There's other *** things that happened to me and my family as well that began as a thought of mine and I really believed it was because of me and I saw a counselor for awhile because of it. I'd elaborate on more but this would turn into more of a wall of text and my life story. Haha.