For years after my run from summerset I wondered why as hard as i tried, i couldn't pull myself away from necromancy. The alluring power, hedonism, living outside the bounds of acceptable High elf behavior. I chose to put my desire into a study of history, a attempt to focus my thoughts onto something, that perhaps could be self destructive. The ayleids seemed very tempting to learn more of. A lot of their thoughts and way of life are similar to me. Power, pleasure, art, No matter what innocents it hurts if it pleases me, why shouldn't I? Death, the smell of death, blood and gore never bothered me, even when I know it should. Why? Maybe as I learn more about them I will learn more about myself?
First I need to locate books, knowledge about their language and society. What little I know of the ayleids, depending on where they were, they were vastly different. Some of them were similar to the altmers, in art and love, in knowledge and thoughts. Some where more like me, hedonism, doing whatever they wanted, blood and gore turned into art. Drugs, desires, power over others. Some where even worse, burning children alive just because they could. I guess there should be some lines you shouldn't cross I guess.
I think i need to start my quest at the mages guild, perhaps they can guide me to books I need. Books where I can learn to read their language, then books about their ruins and cultures. Now, begins something new. I have everything I need for the road I just need a destination. Going to the library in summerset perhaps, Its been 30 years since i've been there so if I don't draw attention to myself it should be fine, plus they have a vast library.
Off we go to a new journey, perhaps i'll write more when I am on the boat from betnik to the gold coast. Perhaps the boat from the gold coast to alinor, We shall See!