Dear diary,
I've recently done over 50 Gold Key pledges in desperate attempts to find a helmet to match the many shoulders I've found in the Undaunted Gold Chests. On top of that I've farmed both Spindleclutch and Darkshade Caverns several times as well to get their specific helmets.
No luck at all.
While I'm the proud owner of several great Shoulders (Molag Kena & Blood Spawn, Heavy Divines for instance), I've absolutely found 0 helmets.
So I figured it must just be a really bad case of terrible RNG luck, for which I decided to take a healthy break from doing pledges or any dungeon farms. Even though there's a new motif to obtain, I temporarily abandoned PvE.
And this weekend, I decided to get right back on that horse, only to get knocked off of it.
Gold Pledge of today? City of Ash.
"No Problemo". I've done that dungeon several times as well ever since a friendly group of DC players took me with them for my first try. I died several times back then since I didn't know the mechanics of the bosses, but I promised I'd get better at it.
Today, I'm a vampire with a max of 16k HP, and the dungeon is now a piece of cake for me. The only problem I encounter at times is when the Ash Titan decides to place a big red circle underneath me while I have a smaller red circle on me.
But despite that, I pull my weight, I reach about 15-16k DPS (more depending on Mundus and crit success) and I barely die (only sometimes during Ash Titan, we he trolls me with his circles)
I saw a DPS and a Heal LFGing in the Stormhaven Zone Chat, so I invited them, only for the healer to call me inadequate due to my low hp and being a vamp. The healer left, telling me that he wouldn't waste time with a glass cannon that would die over and over again.
I felt crushed when he said that. Even with my low HP and being a vamp, I barely die during any dungeon and I always pull my weight. But he didn't even try and give me a chance.
So all things considered:
- I can't get the good rewards from dungeons at all
- and now ppl don't want to play with me anymore due to my playstyle
With a terrible RNG and mindset of the players, I have officially decided to give up on pledges. Which is a bit of a shame, since I had several other gear setups planned so I could try my hand at being a better NB Healer (Bogdan + Kagrenac for instance). But now I've thrown those plans out of the window and I'll just stick with my Julianos + Molag Kena Shoulder
Thank you for letting me write this into you, dear diary.
From within my own imagination,
Tryxus
"In the Storyteller's name, I stand upon the bones of the world. I drink in the promise and power of nature's law, and breathe out my thanks."
Tryxus - Magicka Warden - PC/EU/DC